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Things are good. Everything is getting paid back I mean debts. I am now in position where I try to work all out with logic and keeping myself calm – Trying to live like this is different life and take that as new born life. I am less stressed and getting some positive feelings already which I think is quite fast. I was thinking to get into some of slot casino and just test myself and watch how others play but NO I could not do it cause there was straight away some kind of Trigger inside – NO and that’s it. I was thinking about Poker maybe get to together and play – NO i don’t want any involvement anymore in ANY gambling. So far so good. Thank God I’m holding myself together.

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1 day gone – Only one thing is a bit bad inside me. That feeling when you get easy money quickly – Makes a bit bad that actually value when you work in real life – working hard to get money even if u get some extra money from different sales, deals whatever it’s not so big and quick as sometimes u get the free spins or good sesion in slots u know what I mean ? I think the value between the money u get working and gambling(If you win and leave asap with winnings) is the one thing what triggers feeling to get back gambling. I gave a lot of money and also relationship previously.

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Already having 5 minutes up I’m analyzing – What is current financial situation – Debts – Planning my budget – Paying back plan. Feels like I have something heavy inside me – I would say maybe regret what I was doing understanding what I could do with that all money what is lost. Anyway moving forward and not interested to go to gamble. I deleted all gamble softwares from laptop. Feels like I’m getting clearer picture what’s actually going on and what should I do to get myself asap back on track – Paid debts, bills, collections, investments.

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Thank you ??

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