[Edorko]

Thanks. I agree I just need to realize It will be gone forever and ever and Accept it. I read that gambling is a top trait of miserable people and looking back I see how it has affected my moods, time, and life in general.  

Yesterday I did gamble again and lost $500 (shocking to look at that amoint the day after and wonder why I would ever bet that much).    Dumb.  Actually dobled My money on several consecutive sports bets, but got the greedy feeling and immediately lost it all in the online casino after failing to force myself to cash out. Those online casinos really show  me that I have a problem as they are so geared to prey on compulsive gamblers.

Anyways, hopefully can get back on track.  I have pretty much closed all my avenues to Gambling now which kind of feels good.

**its crazy as I am very frugal by nature.  Not cheap at  all , but very selective what I choose to spend my money on as I view so many items as a waste of money in terms of overpriced, unnecessary, or financially dumb.  Any idea why I can bet $200 on a sports game yet frown upon buying a $200 item that I want?  Even with all my debt (ughh…), maybe I need to just go out and buy something. 

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