[Hallonsorbet]

Quick update, yesterday I worked the whole day. Thought a lot about gambling. Decided to stay away from it completely, including sports betting and the like, until I feel good about myself again. I have a lotto subscription which is already paid for, I will keep that obviously (no refunds). Last night when I got home I played some CS:GO and a case dropped. I used some of my left over balance to buy a key to open it, and I got a bad skin and it felt bad even though it was money I had already spent, so to speak. Felt like a betrayal, in a way. Anyways. 12 hours of not gambling made so far, spent most of it asleep so I don’t know if it’s such a big achievement. Gonna go out for a walk now, then off to work. Cheers.

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