I can’t stop
I put everyone second
I’m selfish
Now spending over disposal
Spent holiday money and got to explain that to partner.
I fear losing her
Fear losing my son (lives with ex wife)
I’m selfish n have no control at times.
It’s scares me and makes me feel sick!
I work for a bookies and I’m paid well but I’m stuck between leaving once finding alternative employment and knowing with few qualifications I’m not going to better what I’ve got.
This is my problem with gambling, y can’t I b happy with what I’ve got.
I have a wonderful son, beautiful girlfriend n well paid job!