[Kevin1098]

Yes when i went bankrupt the people close to me were aware of the reason. I fought the urge and read some gambling books which helped for the time. Fast forward a some years to present day i had credit savings and then I relapsed hard (13k in 2 weeks).

Funny thing is, that no matter how much i lost right now i wanna gamble in the “hopes” of winning it back or half of it. I wanna say i’m strong but the truth is no money to so that’s why i haven’t, to be honest. I try to keep myself busy and my mind off of it but it’s hard as i am broke and not able to purchase some groceries that i need.

I cannot share this relapse with anyone as it will only make matters worse and break peoples hearts. Thus why I am posting my thoughts here.

i’m 34 and not a penny or property to my name, heck i don’t even own a car. Starting all over again…

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