This is true, will power is key I suppose
I know all to well of sleepless days.
It is just online slots, with the occasional scratch card and the last time was 2 days ago. The loss of that trip to the casinonsite is what triggered my needing to get away from it for good
As a night worker do you find it harder to cope with the urges or easier?
This was my first step, and as of yet I am not ready to face my wife with this information…. Lets be honest I’m hoping on cam fumble a solution for the next 2 weeks out and she will never have to know. In that sense i am a coward, I can’t face that argument or seeing her heart break and the trust she has in me go. As for taking steps I have a pc that I will install anti gambling software on and when the next payday arrives in handing the responsibility of the bill paying to my wife.
I’m scared, I can’t keep living life so … On the edge of ruin