After reading all of the comments in just one day had given me the motivation I need, I’m seeking financial support as well as contacted someone about mental health problems. I didn’t think reading the reply would give that push but maybe it’s just what I needed. Il keep got updated and thank you to everyone who has supported me by replying.
I don’t have anyone, just me, I have to find 1980. How is that even possible, I know in a few month it’ll all be okay but right now I’m going to loose everything and no one will help ?? it’s like there’s rock bottom, 50 tonne of crap and then me.