[linder4004]

I was Clean for less than a week and the urge was still there. I had A great week, won back some of my losses, but now tonight I almost Doubled what I orginally lost. I’m sick. I can’t believe I put Myself in this spot after being so determined to quit. I feel Like I may never be able to. Gambling has taken over my life and I want It back. I’m hoping today was the final straw and I will Force myself to never go back, but I’ve said it so many times. I am worried I am Going to ruin my entire life. I need To stop and I need To stop right now. Going to go to a GA meeting this weekend but I’m just so broke over this. I can’t take the financial loss, and what it’s doing to my mental health. I need To just walk away.

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