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Thanks mate

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well I not gambled for about 5 months and been so happy that I thought I beat this demon! Got my savings to 11 grand and thought I beat this demon once and for all! So the last 2 Saturdays I been doing little 20 pound bets on the price boost offers the bookies do on sports and won about 50 in the last couple of weeks and I found that buzz again were I,am in action and it takes the other problems you got in life off your mind when your watching a football match or horse race. So I took a grand out of my bank and thought I,am strong enough to try my system again now were I bet and lay horses as I know a few guys in bookies that gives me the odds after they go down in price but only a point ( I will take 5 to 1 but it went down to 4 to 1 about 30 seconds ago and lay it off at 9 to 2 on betfair) so I was making 40 to 60 a day on this as some horses won but if they don,t win then you don,t lose anything! So I made 300 in about 5 days and then today not one won so I thought I try to lay this fav to win a 50 and it won so I layed another one and it won and lost 100 then I layed a 3 to 1 for 100 and that won and cost me 300! So I ended up betting this 5 to 4 shot to win for 500 and it was come to the last fence clear and fell!!! I could not believe it! Ended up losing the grand I took out the bank and the 300 I won in 5 days! I would never bet 500 on a horse from my first bet but it’s like when I was chasing my head went and something took over me and I at to bet it to just get my money back! All this happened in the space of 30 minutes! I got my 10 grand target savings in the bank but I not been sleeping right and so stressed out! Why can I not stay displinced like most people would! You must thing I,am crazy betting 500 on a horse but it was like I had to get my money back and that was the only way! I can not believe what a idiot I am! Sucide thoughts have come back too! All those 5 months of no gambling and saving and done half of it in 30 minutes! Is it ever possible for a compulsive gambler to stick to his system without losing is head people? I tried so many times 5 months and failed time and time again! It’s just so weird how when I,am down something takes over me and I got to get it back asap!! Am I just a fool or is it possible to stay in control?

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Bookies are just evil places! Makes me sick how terrorists like Isis kill inocent people! Why can,t they just go and bomb every bookies in the uk! Think how many life’s they would have made happier in the furture!

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I did slip up today and lost 400 but in a way I,am relived as I got no access to the 9 grand of savings I got now as my mum got my cards

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Well done mate for keeping it in control! Sadly for people like me I can,t stop and stay in control when I,am chasing but good on you for being mentally strong

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Day 2 of my gambling freedom! Paid a few bills and I always feeling like gambling after i brought something or paid bills ect but not today! It’s no way the bookies is having my 9 grand life savings! I got to remain strong!

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Day 2 of my gambling freedom! Paid a few bills and I always feeling like gambling after i brought something or paid bills ect but not today! It’s no way the bookies is having my 9 grand life savings! I got to remain strong!

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Yeah sorry for making you treads! I just relapsed once again and wanted to make a new one to make it day 1 again I guess! I get what your saying about self exclusion but the trouble is Charles that gambling is everywhere! How’s it’s allowed to be advised too is something I can not understand! To me those free bets they do when you join is no different from a guy standing on the corner and giving you a simple of a class A drug!

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Yeah it’s mad I can just sit in the bookies for ages and even not bet but as soon as I lose a small amount that’s it! Even a tenner! I want it back NOW! It’s crazy as its only a tenner and i lost 1000s in the pass! To me its like another person taking over me! As crazy as it sounds! I just don,t get it! I really don,t!

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Thank you for your kind words Vera! It’s just ATM I,am having thoughts of getting it back up to ten so I can relex then as that is the amount I usually stop at when I been gambling in the pass! But now for the first time in years I,am gone under my life saving and it’s like a voice saying stick a grand on a evens shot and you will have ten! It’s so hard to resist this evil curse!

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You can never ever win mate! I,am 38 now and being in this hell for 20 years! I used to now ways how to win on fruit machines when I was in my 20s! Go round the uk making easy 200 a day but I loved horse racing dogs and worst of all those bookie roulette! I give up for a few months this year and I bumped into a guy I knew that I not saw for years and he taught me a way that I cannot lose by laying a horse and betting it at a higher price! So you be evens if loses or 30 to 50 up if wins! So I be in bookies ok making 40 to 100 pound some days and been doing this for the last few months! Sounds great hey! WRONG! As I always end up betting on other things just like a normal person would! Start betting horses I fancy then straight on to Fobt! I would be OK for hours and just lose my head for that split second! I lost well over 5 grand I would say! Really about 10 grand but 5 grand would be what I won doing the system. Done 1700 last week in oneday chasing 50 pound as I made a mistake with laying a horse and lost 1000 Yestreday! When I give up for a few months I had about 15 grand in the bank and now just under 9! Just can,t understand why I can not just be like my mate and not lose my head! In bed now and still sick over the grand I lost Yestreday! Only 9 days ago it was 1700! All that hard work of making 50s and 30s there for nothing plus lost my own money! I am one SICK person and hate life ATM! Even started taking Valium now and i am so unhealthy and fat.

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Thanks mate, I got no job ATM but got about 9000 in savings from 30 grand which I had at the beginning of the year! It’s just always on my mind but day 1 today but can,t get it out of my mind! It’s crazy as I got mates who can have a bet and lose and just walk away but not me! Why can I not be like a normal person and walk away! Am i cursed or something

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Thank you Charles, yeah it’s day 2 for me now on this Friday so let’s hope that number will add up soon.

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How did you manage to give up for that long mate? Did you not have strong urges? Well done for not releapsing once! You must be very strong minded! Nice one

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How did you manage to give up for that long mate? Did you not have strong urges? Well done for not releapsing once! You must be very strong minded! Nice one

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