[Misscari]

I got paid today. I’m feeling positive I won’t gamble today. I got sick to my stomach yesterday afternoon at work out of the blue. I think my nerves finally calmed down because I think I finally see some light at the end of this dark tunnel. My profession is a super positive environment, and people love me and look up to me. It’s hard to face my fears and my issues until I see what a positive impact I have on people, yet I am super self destructive to myself. I have a beautiful life and I am lucky to be alive. Why must I keep trying to destroy that? I am grateful for this group because this is that time in the morning where I feel like it’s ok to go gamble my life away. I will not be doing that today because I am going to the gym and i am holding myself accountable right here! Please keep me in your thoughts and reach out to me if you dont see updated from me! One day at a time I can do this.

[Misscari]

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