Also, hi kin! Thanks for your supportive words. I greatly appreciate them.

I am sorry to hear about your father, loss is one of the hardest parts of living.

Going through this kind of loss and the end of a 10 year relationship is a lot in a very short period of time. Don’t let gambling ruin you, seek a therapist. Get the support you need… you know as well as I do, gambling won’t solve anything. ??

I hope you’re doing well since your post.

Well congrats, you are a compulsive gambler. You’re not alone, what you should be afraid of is this being your whole life story, and it very well can be if you don’t make the changes you need to.

You’re 28, you could live another 70 years. Choose to live them gamble free. You should know by now, you’ll never win, no amount will be enough, we will ALWAYS lose.

I hope you have been doing well since this post.

but I need God’s unlimited strength to help me to stay stop in Jesus’s merciful name.

One day at a time.
Don’t give up, get up!