I have a whole in my heart that is burning.
My emotions have been eradicated to none.

My selfishness have pockets turning. Cash is my heroin
it drives me on and on.

I often think of death as a comfort but my sadness keps me here.
I look at unknowing faces and it fills my heart with fear.

I am consumed and being eaten alive by this cancer witch I have such a hard time to overcome.

Gambling is cancer once all comes undone.

So I pray. I ask god for forgiveness and I hope he listens to me

I pray and pray and pray.